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[05 Nov 2005|12:34pm]
Something about where I am needs to change and soon...
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Blah I was bored [05 Nov 2005|11:07am]
You scored as Rogue. Rogue is a strong but tragic personality. She loves Gambit. Because of her mutant powers, she cannot touch anyone without hurting them. Therefore, she longs for human contact. However, this southern gal's strong personality has allowed her to deal with this. Powers: Absorbs lifeforce and powers by touch, Super strength, and flight




Jean Grey


Emma Frost


















Most Comprehensive X-Men Personality Quiz 2.0
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[19 Oct 2005|05:59pm]
Brittany told me not to tell anybody that she doesn't like Scuba Steve anymore that she's going to hook up with his best friend Mike Gamb-something on Friday
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There's just something about him... It's in his eyes... [14 Oct 2005|10:57pm]
[ mood | loved ]

He makes me smile.

I try telling him about this crazy dream I had about a ghost that was in our kitchen, and he got all giddy at the idea of "our kitchen".

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Montauk ... The Never Ending Rain [09 Oct 2005|09:20pm]
So Rich and I went out to Montauk this weekend; a weekend when all it did was rain and his parents were in Syracuse so basically we could have saved this trip for a nicer weekend and just hung out at his house the whole time.

The place we stayed was nice, kinda a very small studio apartment-esque room. There were some intensely HUGE people staying at this hotel as well who were apparently offended by the fact that Rich and I could swim. Maybe it was because we were making out in the deep-end... *Ponders*

Like I said it was rainy this weekend. Friday night we got there, settled in, and went food shopping and proceeded to make yummy yummy tacos while kinda just hanging out, drinking, smoking and enjoying ourselves. After waking up shivering, only to find it was nasty and raining, Rich and I sat in and watched "crazy/beautiful" and "Girl, Interupted" before making any sort of movement towards the day. We drove to the lighthouse, and ate some lunch in town. Then is was back to the hotel for the aformentioned romp in the pool before back to just hanging around and falling into a deep Hedonistic stupor. Then I fell asleep. Early. I reawoke at 2am with Rich in bed with me, wondering what happened and when I fell asleep. Oh well.

After waking early this morning, we hung out for a bit, packed up and went back to the lighthouse. This time we actually went in and up 138 stairs or something... And then we drove our bums home and hung around at his house.

It was nice.
I love him.
I wanna be his upgrade.
I want him to be my upgrade.
He is absolutely fabulous.
He's mine. Forever.
That makes me happy.
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[25 Sep 2005|10:24pm]
"Oh baby, I'm a 12-sided die away from being a total nerd."
-- Rich after attempting to explain what he hopes/thinks/wishes the new moves he gave Wolverine in 'X-Men Legends 2: Rise of Apocalypse' will do. He was sounded especially excited too.
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[20 Sep 2005|11:01pm]
I want to be able to fall asleep with him. I want to wake up in his arms. I want to cuddle and smile and hug and kiss until I can't handle it anymore.

I can't stop thinking about him
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RETRACTION [20 Sep 2005|01:56pm]
This is a retraction of yesterday's entry.

I have the bestest more gloriously gorgeous boyfriend that there ever was.

I am SO freakin' happy with him; and I'm sorry I called him a dick.

P.S. i love you ^_^
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[19 Sep 2005|12:36pm]
Wow... I havta wonder if knows how big of a dick he's being.

Maybe not a dick... just, I dunno.

Today I go to class from 2-4:45 and then 6:25-9:15... I don't get to see Rich today.

So when I ask him if he wants to met me for dinner by school and he says something about he wants to wax his car and maybe if he's done he'll come... How exactly am I supposed to react?
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Oh Brittany makes me laugh... [30 Aug 2005|01:58pm]
Me mori ESXE nd: question..
XxLilRagexX: answer..
Me mori ESXE nd: whats it called when youlook at something and like.. it makes you think of something else and you go into this whole big like tangen or whatever its called
Me mori ESXE nd: i know theres a word for somethign like that
XxLilRagexX: haha a rant?
Me mori ESXE nd: noo
Me mori ESXE nd: like when you look at.. um, a piece of sand.. and you start to think hmm i wonder how many ppls feet have touched this one piece of sand
Me mori ESXE nd: lmao thats not a good example
XxLilRagexX: hahaha
Me mori ESXE nd: ok heres a better one
Me mori ESXE nd: you look at snow and it makes you think of how sometimes things in life are so short but while they last it can either be dangerous or beautiful
Me mori ESXE nd: like i know theres a word for that
XxLilRagexX: brit i seriously have no idea...
Me mori ESXE nd: lol i think im gonna look in a dictionary than
Me mori ESXE nd: why was that funny?
XxLilRagexX: what are you gonna do asshole read every word in the dictionary til you find it?
Me mori ESXE nd: haha well i think the word starts with a
XxLilRagexX: abstract thinking?
Me mori ESXE nd: apif
Me mori ESXE nd: something
Me mori ESXE nd: that might be it
Me mori ESXE nd: whats that
XxLilRagexX: its what youre thinking of
Me mori ESXE nd: am i right?
XxLilRagexX: are you right about what?!
Me mori ESXE nd: im not sure
Me mori ESXE nd: is that the word for what im thinking of
XxLilRagexX: yeah
XxLilRagexX: go look it up in the dictionary
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[16 Jun 2005|04:14pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

Some people simply never grow up.

Some people are psychotic.

Some people make me want to rip their hair out, make them choke on it, then tie a brick to their feet and sink them to the bottom of the dive tank.

A pleasant way to start my first REAL entry in almost a month right? Believe me when I tell you it is completely justified. I absolutely hate the way I felt before; I hate that I felt like Rich was attacking me, I hate that I even said anything to "HER", I hate this feeling, I hate her.

I should have known better too, because SHE was the one who screwed up one of my secrets I trusted her with. And what she's saying I said to her, couldn't be further from what I really did say. It hurt my heart, it really did. But I should have known better.

I'm blaming myself for this one. This is all my fault. I feel like if I had a super-power it would be me ruining everything I touch. That's what I feel like right now.

I hate that I had to explain myself to Rich. I hate that he had to say that he never wants it to come down to him choosing between me and Justin. I hate that he felt he had to say that. I hate that I'm crying right now.

I hate that I'm alone.

I hate feeling like this.

I hate her...

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For Once I Did Good [25 May 2005|12:10am]
So I've been going to college for oohh about two years now and I FINALLY did good.

English -- A
Communications -- B
Psychology -- B
German -- B+

I'm so freakin' happy that I finally did well!
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[15 May 2005|03:27pm]
I have this talent. Actually I would hardly call it a talent, since it never really helps me. I have this uncanny ability to screw everything up.

When I was younger, and I got too close to a boyfriend, I cheated on them. That was the easiest thing to do, Mike Osa was always there waiting for me and I knew that. I knew I could do it, and that it would put some space between me and whoever it was.

Now, I just get angry for little to no reason, and I push everyone away. Now that's the easiest thing for me to do.

I'm so afraid of being close to someone. Anyone, I don't mean just Rich. The last person I was ever really close with was my Nanny and when she died, I couldn't handle it. My heart stopped and broke everytime I thought about her. Maybe it's not that I'm afraid to be close to someone, but maybe that I'm terrified of the vulnerability I feel when I get close to anyone, I can't handle that lose and pain. I can't.

Why can't anything just be easy
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[07 May 2005|04:37am]
I love him. Yup Yup Yup I do. I like, but even know how to begin to describe it. Who would have ever guessed that something so random, would turn out to be so right?

Easily the best thing that's happened to be in a while.
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[01 May 2005|01:06pm]
I should have done that a long time ago. If I would have known how much better I would feel afterwards, I probably would have.
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[15 Apr 2005|11:30am]
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Please Do... [04 Apr 2005|11:40pm]
If you read this,
even if I don't speak to you often,
you must post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad,
just so long as it happened.

Then post this on your journal.

See what people remember about you!

(Everyone can comment you know, even if you don't have a LJ... It would just be anonymous, in which case sign it. This means you loyal readers (Fav) should comment as well)
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[04 Apr 2005|08:54pm]
[ mood | amused ]

He said he's falling for me... And I was kicking myself for not saying it first. He's falling, I have SO already fell. I've turned into a mush.

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[17 Mar 2005|06:06pm]
[ mood | hyper ]

Happy St. Partick's Day!

(um more detailed update later)

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[12 Mar 2005|02:07pm]
[ mood | content ]

Ya know what I've noticed... when I'm happy and everythings going pretty okay for me, I don't update nearly as often as when I'm upset and/or pissed off. I guess that's a good thing? I dunno.

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